this is the last entry this journal will breathe. i'm sad to see it go. it's going to be replaced. i guess we all need to reinvent ourselves sometime. i refused to let go. until now. i can't hold on to the things that don't hold back. this is it. i never thought i'd live to see this day. this is the end. i could only wish this was a happy ending to a wonderful fairy tale. i could only wish. my life has been mostly an open book. a few pages were lost but the rest remains as one. this book has been shut.